young man, it is just a little obstacle in your life. You still have a long long way to go, and try to experience it joyfully. I am not going to comfort you, but did you ever visit the prison? I visited who face life in prison, they didn't say hopeless yet, why do you?
take it easy guy, the wrath may blind your eyes
no matter how they bad, they are still your Consanguinity, you should not give up them and don't think of suicide.